Outcomes of a power cut

This week has been one of those weeks, where I have a full day at work, mediocre or worse, and then have another activity which takes me out of the house until pretty late at night. Most of the latter have been fun, but I still get exhausted without a couple of evenings a week at home.

This was also the week that all my usual meal planning had to be thrown out of the window when our oven broke last week. I say, broke – it wasn’t so much that, as an unfortunate chain of events that started with a brief power cut last weekend. Not a problem, you would think, and when the power was back on I set about resetting the cooker clock, which operates the timer, and has some other functions I’ve never understood.

It was at this point that I discovered/remembered that one of the little buttons that you use to set the clock was broken. No amount of pressing, hitting, cajoling, stabbing with a DPN, etc., would persuade it to allow me to set the clock. I could have lived with this – I mean, it’s annoying to have to use my phone to set timers, but a cheap kitchen timer wouldn’t have broken the bank if it couldn’t be repaired.

I didn’t even get the option of trying to live with it, though, because it turns out that the oven (which is about thirty years old) doesn’t work if the clock isn’t set. Apparently, ovens cannot be trusted to work properly if they don’t know what time it is. Who knew?

We dutifully called our letting maintenance company, who sent us a lovely chap to look at the thing. He took one look at it, prodded it a bit, and then said that he could strip the cooker down to put a new clock in, but the time it would take would be more expensive than buying a new one. We then had to wait a week for our landlord to agree with this point of view on the demise of our cooker, and order a new one. It’s being installed today, and I have high hopes of a modern appliance that actually cooks and bakes the way the recipes suggest it should.

Amidst all that, I finished knitting the pieces of the Obsession sweater, by Jean Moss. Seaming has never been my very favourite thing (total understatement) but I knew this sweater would need the stability of seams, and figured I could deal with it just this once*.

(No pictures, due to aforementioned getting home in the dark every night this week.)

Sadly, my first attempts at seaming this thing have been less than successful, and I’m going to have to take a more well-considered run at it – the stitch pattern goes right up to the edges of the pieces, and makes mattress stitch virtually impossible to perform properly. Suggestions?

*This is perhaps the juncture at which I should mention that the last piece of knitting that needed to be seamed, which was the Anais cardigan, is still waiting to have the second sleeve attached…a long time later. I feel that some self-bribery may be needed to get out of this hole.

The hard and the good

Yes, I have remembered I have a blog, and stopped in. Hello!

The last few months have been increasingly hard. Quite aside from the constant uncertainty of academic life, which only gets worse the closer I get to the end of my post-doc, I’ve been battling with my own body. I don’t want to get all TMI, but I’ve been getting increasingly long and increasingly difficult PMS, which is making two out of four weeks of every month relatively hellish.

I finally took the plunge a couple of weeks ago and went to see my GP, who tested me for hypothyroid and anaemia (both negative) and has started me out on some medication to deal with the period itself.  It’s frustrating that PMS affects so many women, and yet we seem to know relatively little about what causes it and how to fix it. In any case, I’ve been doing my research,  and am starting out on some supplements to try and ease the symptoms. More on that another time.

It’s also becoming an imperative to take better care of myself. I’m glad the seasons are finally turning and we’re getting some brighter days. I’ve become too much of a hermit over the winter – time to get out more often, get active. Thankfully, Lent is nearly here, and I’m planning a few resolutions as part of a wider programme of renewal during that season. I’ll be giving up caffeine and unhealthy snacks, getting more sleep, and committing to exercising, though the details of my plan are not yet complete. In some ways I feel I should be focusing on more spiritual matters during Lent, but my energy levels have been so low that looking after myself physically has to be the first priority. Bodily strength and good nourishment will hopefully lead to a bit more strength of mind and spirit!

On the plus side: I got engaged in December! Which is a very happy thing. We have already set a date (October 2013), we have a venue, and I am very excited. :) It’s been a much-needed bright spot, and between my wonderful fiance and my knitting, there have been plenty of bright spots. Life is like that, though – hard and good mixed right next to each other every single day.

The missing piece

Don’t you just hate it when this happens?

A richness of finished objects

Does the knitting world have a collective noun for knitted things? There’s a great list of animal nouns here – my favourites are a ‘clutter of cats’, a ‘bloat of hippopotami’, and a ‘richness of martens’!

Whatever the noun, I have lots of knitted things to share with you. Apologies for the terrible photos, but my camera just can’t cope with the lack of light here in Wales at the moment!

First up is, finally, my Manu cardigan. I finished this months ago, and then it languished in a bag while I procrastinated about buying buttons. I finally sewed them on a few days ago, and the minute I put this on it shot to the top of my list of “favourite things I have knitted”.

Pattern: Manu by Kate Davies

When I finished it initially and blocked it, it grew a lot, and I was worried the sleeves were too long, but having worn it I think I can get away with it. The yarn is Drops Alpaca in a gorgeous purple colour – the photo doesn’t do it justice at all. This shape of cardigan is really flattering, and the alpaca makes it both light and warm at the same time. The buttons are from John Lewis, and I love them – they really make this piece.

Next up is a Bramblewood Vest, in Rowan Felted Tweed Aran. This was a pretty quick knit, and I love the cables and I-cord details. Just beware: adding the I-cord around the armhole edges tightened them up quite a lot, and this is only just wearable – any tighter and it would cut in. I think I followed the pattern, so if you make this check your armhole measurement and leave some extra room for the I-cord.

Pattern: Bramblewood vest by Christina Wall

Otherwise this is a great knit. I love wearing vests to work to keep warm without too much bulk, and this is perfect for that. Also: cables!

Last up is a knit for my baby nephew. I made a cardigan and hat for him when he was born, but he was born in the middle of a heatwave, and by the time it cooled down enough for knitted garments, he had well outgrown that set. So, I cast on a Trellis cardigan and checked the measurements on him when I saw him a few weeks ago. It’s a brilliantly quick knit in aran-weight Rowan All Seasons Cotton, and I finished it up yesterday.

Pattern: Trellis by Britta Stolfus Rueschhoff

I modified this pattern quite a lot, based in part on some projects on Ravelry which I liked the look of. I knitted the fronts and back in one piece, omitting the buttonbands and adding ribbing at the bottom rather than moss stitch. This involved a bit of finagling to get the ribbing to line up with the cables, but it was worth the effort. Three-needle bind-off at the shoulders, and I picked up and knitted short sleeves (at the request of my sister-in-law). Then I picked up stitches all around the fronts and back neck and knitted a fold-over collar and buttonbands using short rows, based on the instructions for Baby Sophisticate. It’s the first time I’ve really modified a pattern, and I’m so pleased with how it turned out. I just hope it fits my rapidly-growing nephew!

Finishing all of that leaves me with only one project on the needles (Laar, by Gudrun Johnston). I feel a bout of startitis coming on!

Coldharbour Mill, Devon

My recent holiday to Devon was full of interesting days out, but one of the ones I was most looking forward to was a trip to Coldharbour Mill, a working wool mill and museum which still produces its own yarn.

It is set in a gorgeous valley just off the M5, and is one of the few original mills in England still producing woollen textiles. It was built in 1799, and survived as a business all the way through till the 1980s, when it became a museum.

We visited on a lovely sunny day, which showed the original 19th century buildings to their best advantage.

Inside, the mill is staffed by friendly volunteers. The gentleman on duty (it was a weekday, and very quiet) took obvious joy in showing us the machines, giving me samples of wool at the different processing stages. Thanks to him, I finally understand the difference between woollen and worsted-spun yarns.

Of course, I couldn’t resist a peek into the museum shop, and picked up a couple of skeins of their aran weight yarn, which I’m planning to turn into a cosy hat for the winter. The yarn is gorgeous – the colours are subtly heathered, and the wool is smooth and rounded. I can’t wait to work with it. I’m sorry I can’t show you a picture of it, but the evening’s are drawing in here, and a photo in bad light wouldn’t do it justice. You can see pictures on Ravelry, though – I bought the plum colourway, a lovely deep purple (my favourite!).

This place is a must-see for any knitters in the area. I totally recommend having a look at their website as well, and you can order shadecards and yarn by phone. I also decided to join the museum as a ‘Friend’ – it’s only £5 if you sign up when you visit, and I’m happy to support such a unique venture. Despite the UK’s long textile heritage, there aren’t that many mills still going, and I’m so glad I got to see this one.

Three Books on Thursday (3BoT): the happiness edition

It’s nice to be back! I may have been away from the blog but I have been busy, with a whole variety of things. More on that soon.

One of my new favourite blogs, Faith Permeating Life, hosts a monthly link-up of book recommendations, and I’m feeling inspired to join in. Jessica has posted this month about three books that help you create change, a category I also enjoy. In that same vein, here are three books I’ve read about understanding yourself and improving your mind and your external circumstances.

Jonathan-Haidt-Happiness-Hypothesis-coverJonathan Haidt: The Happiness Hypothesis

I read this some time ago now (here is what I originally wrote about it). Haidt explores the factors that contribute to human happiness, based on the latest research in positive psychology. If you like books that summarise interesting findings in an accessible way without dumbing them down, this is one for you.

Paul_Gilbert_compassionate_mindPaul Gilbert: The Compassionate Mind

This book was recommended to me during my recent counselling sessions. Although this book is primarily focused on helping those with anxiety and depressive disorders, there is much in here that is useful to anyone. Particularly if, like me, you often overthink things or can get into a guilt-worry-shame cycle of beating yourself up about something, this is a great book to help you understand why we humans are so hard on ourselves. Gilbert is a clinical psychologist at Derby University, and combines academic research into the mind with a Buddhist perspective. It’s accessibly written, and also contains exercises for putting the insights the book provides into practice.

the-happiness-project-gretchen-rubinGretchen Rubin: The Happiness Project

Gretchen Rubin is, of course, the writer of the well-known Happiness Project blog. This book is perhaps less ‘academic’ than the other two, but it’s fascinating to follow someone’s personal story about improving their life. It’s also well-researched, and I’ve always liked Rubin’s style. (Her new book comes out shortly – I’m looking forward to seeing how her ideas have progressed.) I’d recommend this as fairly light, but still very thought-provoking reading.

Head over to Faith Permeating Life to see other recommendations!

Death and life

It’s been difficult to know what to write here recently, and so it transpires that I haven’t written. There has been too much of everything going on. Too much grief, too many tears, too much battling with one’s own demons, too many realisations about just how cruel we can be to ourselves. I’m not sure how much I want to say about it all here, but to leave it all unsaid fails to acknowledge just how damn hard the last month has been.

My grandmother passed away at the end of May. She was my last living grandparent. That generation has passed, in my family at least. I wouldn’t want to call her death a tragedy, because she was 91 and had lived a long and happy life…but even when it’s not a tragedy, it somehow is.

Concurrently with this, I’ve been suffering from a work crisis. I’ve posted once or twice on this blog before about work-related issues, and I may say more, but suffice to say that it got so bad I landed myself (voluntarily) into counselling. It’s helping, but it’s shown me a great deal about just how screwed up some of my ideas about work are. I blame the PhD, mostly. I have a lot to process and ponder here, and it hasn’t been easy.

It’s often felt, in the last few months, that if I didn’t have something cheery to talk about on the blog, there was no point posting. After all, no one wants to read about my woes, do they? Maybe I’ll say more, maybe I won’t. Maybe I’ll start to find happier topics to dwell on (that would make a nice change) and post those.

What I do have, right now, is a new project. My brother and his wife are expecting their first child at the end of July. It’s the first baby in our immediate family, and although it emphasises the passing on of the generations and how we are no longer just children and grandchildren, but now parents and aunts, it’s exciting to be welcoming this new life and this new chapter in our family’s history.

This is a Puerperium cardigan (in need of blocking and ends weaving in) and an Aston hat for my soon-to-arrive nephew, both patterns I really enjoyed knitting (especially the hat – that little knot of i-cord is too cute).

I’m also working on a blanket, using Rowan Pima Cotton. With just a couple of weeks to go, I’m not loving my chances of finishing this in time, but I live in hope.

Knits for a baby. After the month I’ve had, it seems, somehow, fitting.